| I am feeling really down...because of my chinese.......i can't smile and tell myself it is ok as long as i have given in my best...and i still have a chance to get A......i am upset because of chinese results but this A means more than just a grade........i dun think anyone can understand me now...because they can only think that i am sad because i didn't get an A....yet i am sad partly because of this but not fully.....i don't know if i should tell leonard about it so that he can help me........i am emoing these days and i finally understand how it feels.......i don't know if i should lock up this blog and re-open it when i can finally get over it......... |