& my world will be coloured.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

FMPL

Life hasn't been great.Although things slightly improve, many things still left unresolved..Am I being too negative??? I told myself to give up but I cannot.Anyway,I think UT1 SUCKS.I KNOW THERE ARE PEOPLE THERE FOR ME BUT THEY CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH NOW.TALKING TO THEM MAKE ME FEEL SLIGHTLY BETTER BUT AFTERALL I WILL BE UNHAPPY AGAIN SINCE THINGS ARE LEFT UNRESOLVED. SO PLEASE GIVE ME A SOLUTION INSTEAD OF LISTENING TO MY COMPLAINS ONLY.

(Your Name) ♥ 9:29 AM

Monday, April 26, 2010

Unhapy

Who agrees that one can find happiness and relieve stress by writing in your blog? I know i make a huge mistake but why cannot people give me chance? I know i need to prove them that I can do it..Is not my fault..I just want to have good achievements..why?? Not wrong?? Wrong?? Why? U give me hope and now you want to take it away from me??? Why??? It is really difficult to handle it you know..N my team forever sucks!! Like why cant they just be slightly more serious so I wont be in a bad mood now...I rather go back to the bad and stupid old days..better than now..I am nothing..People dont give me chance.Irritated by many many other factors!!!!!!!

(Your Name) ♥ 9:28 PM

Friday, April 16, 2010

finally

(Your Name) ♥ 2:01 AM

Thursday, April 15, 2010

first day of sch

Sorry for not updating the orientation program cause i was really sleepy and have no energy to blog.orientation was great except for day 2 tug a w
ar.Although SAS didnt win any cup,in my heart SAS forever rocks!Today lesson was ok just that my team members not all are contributing.I hope that they were just tired and not lazy.I really want to go university.I will work hard for it!I afraid that i might fail my maths UT and need to re take or just a broader line passer.Maths is my nightmare,i really hope i can do better for this subject!MAths please once again be strong.FIght like how you fought for your O lvl.Once again,i need the strength to go on..

(Your Name) ♥ 1:35 AM

Monday, April 12, 2010

first day at rp

hi.school was great but at the same time tiring.initially it really bored me out cause the hall was warm and eveyone was in a cstate of confusion.however,things started to get better when the student leader started a cheer.this is how the cheer goes:student leader will shout team 5 oi than we will reply oi.when they shout team 5 sub sub oi,we will shout your mother in a super fierce man
n
er than have a short pause b4 saying i love her.it may sound not funny but when one of the sl,josh does it,it was really hilarious!we also learn a cheer for our sas and is really cool if everyone do it tgt.i managed to make some new friends but we arent very close mainly they got their own friends.i am feeling so hungry now cause the lunch was disgusting!i am going to end here.bye!

(Your Name) ♥ 2:45 AM

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Short post

Hi everyone!I have not been blogging for a long time.School starts on 15 april and i am so looking forward to it.Although i got to RP,i believe that i will still love my school and my course.My mum has been nagging for me since after my O level and i really wish to take a break from home!I did not so well for my english last year and have decided to re-take this year for the sake of my future.Wish me good luck!Bye!

(Your Name) ♥ 12:40 AM

Friday, January 22, 2010

Life is confusing

I have been thinking a lot lately.Life is confusing,sometimes you wanted something so badly but when you got it u may not feel that happy or maybe the happiness is just for a moment.I dont know what i want for life.Sometimes is it better to let things be in the way it is??Just like i wanted pure sciences badly but when i got it eventually i still drop it.I was thinking that if i really gotten what i want and able to go SP,will i be happy and never regret for choosing that path????Is it true that life is about trying and keep trying,one day you will find a solution????I have lots of question but i have not been able to find the answer.I feel that my english is deproving a lot...shucks!!!I realised i can cheat the whole world but not myself...the more i try to cover my feelings,the more i hurts..

(Your Name) ♥ 11:30 AM