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Friday, October 2, 2009

Graduation Day 2009

Today was our Graduation Day!It was tiring but fun.I managed to take some nice photos with my friends and teachers.Time flies,i still remember the time when i first came to Ngee Ann and for the past four years i did not fruitfully spent my time in relate to both studies and CCA.I really hate Ngee Ann for the past four years cause i always think the school brought me unhappiness and the list goes on.However,today's Graduation Day change my mindset.I realised the school had a lot of joy just that i didn't make it an effort to participate in the activities.And I am glad that my teacher never once give me up no matter how sucky my results were.THANKS and also SORRY.Sorry for the poor results i produced and also for giving up myself.Sorry Chinese,I didn't study hard and i gave up on you.From now on everything starts new,NG YU CHIU BEVERLY IS TAKING 6 SUBJECTS AND NOT 5 CAUSE I AM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP CHINESE.I shall upload the pictures later.

(Your Name) ♥ 6:09 AM

Friday, September 18, 2009

Time is running out!

38 DAYS MORE TO O LEVEL.It is equivalent to 5 weeks!GOSSH!!I freaking not prepare and i not i should not said that!!Mr lim talked to as this morning and i feel kind of motivated.I think what he said is very true like if we choose to play computer today or watch television,other people in other school students will be working very hard and going to get thier dist at the end.So i must start right?Got back E MathsPP1 not very happy with it although i passed..cause i think i still going to fail due to PP2.I really hope to pass my Eng,Maths,POA and do slightly beter for Science......

(Your Name) ♥ 6:02 AM

Monday, September 7, 2009

Practical Day

Today was a tiring day for me.I did 4 practicals in a row!!It first started with Biology which is damm difficult because we had to do drawings!!Everyone can get it except for me and i don't how life will be!!Chemistry practical was time consuming.I am suffering from bad pain now because i think too tired.I am happy that mum cooked bird nest for me and i am going to facial tomorrow!!YEAH!!Just came back from Gym and guess my weight?52.9kg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I am so fat!!!!!!Shucks,Wednesday have to go back school again!!

(Your Name) ♥ 3:08 AM

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Latest Update for Premlinary

D=DIE,S=SURVIVE,H-HANGING THERE(May D or S)
English-D
Chinese-D(Already D on 19 August)
Maths-Hanging there(Still got PP2)
Social Studies-SD(SURE DIE)
Chemistry P3-D(Never finish X(
POA-???
Literature-???
Maths PP2-???
Biology-???

(Your Name) ♥ 9:12 PM

The day that i will never be happy

Today really sucks because i freaking screwed SS.I should not have listen to rumous and just study for Bonding Singapore..Combine Humanities is really falling and i am really sad...suddenly thought about Chinese again...I didn't talk to anyone about the Chinese Premlinary Examination because i feel that i am really giving up.I dont know why i am re-taking the examination with such thinking...I know i should not but i just too sad.....19 August is the day where i feel all the happiness,sadness,excitement ect ect were all gone on that day.The moment when i saw a B3 on the result slip,tears start flowing down from my cheeks.I told myself because i got B3 for chinese hence i should study harder for my rest of the subject..but just as i walk into my room i saw my result slip......C,D,E,F...brought me back to that moment again.....

(Your Name) ♥ 1:59 AM

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Moodless

I am feeling really down...because of my chinese.......i can't smile and tell myself it is ok as long as i have given in my best...and i still have a chance to get A......i am upset because of chinese results but this A means more than just a grade........i dun think anyone can understand me now...because they can only think that i am sad because i didn't get an A....yet i am sad partly because of this but not fully.....i don't know if i should tell leonard about it so that he can help me........i am emoing these days and i finally understand how it feels.......i don't know if i should lock up this blog and re-open it when i can finally get over it.........

(Your Name) ♥ 5:32 AM

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

No mattter what..

Firstly,i have to say sorry to those who have expectated me to get A..I believe everyone including myself are very disappointed with my results...I have to re-take the examination...i don't really care if i got A the next time round but i tell myself because i got B3 for chinese thus i have to work doubly hard for the rest of the subjects..Feeling really sad because i feel that i am left all alone...Hui Ling and Hui Shan both get A1 and 2 respectivitely..so congrates to them....really feeling upset but....life still goes on........

(Your Name) ♥ 2:22 AM